July 10, 2014

Myself in Blue by Renata F. Barcelos ~ Blog Tour: Excerpt & Giveaway

Welcome to my stop on the Myself in Blue Blog Tour hosted by IFB Tours. Click here to follow along with the full tour schedule. 

I wish I had a review for my stop on the tour, but due to my hectic schedule this week, I knew I wouldn't have been able to read it in time. I did purchase a copy, so I'll have a review up as soon as possible. This book sounds really good - I love psychedelicness! ;)

Title: Myself in Blue
Series: Myself in Blue #1
Author: Renata F. Barcelos
Release date: June 14th 2014
Genre: Contemporary

Purchase: Amazon

* On sale for $1.99 during the tour! *

Romance, redemption, and psychedelic rock in 1989.

Sunday Morning is nineteen and recently diagnosed with osteosarcoma. She finds it fair: a deathly cancer to pay for her sins.

The fourth of five daughters, Sunday could never overcome the jealousy she felt for her sisters, especially the youngest and her Rett Syndrome with all the attention she required. She knows her resentment and rebellion as a wayward teen brought tragedy to her family, but never learned exactly the extent. Self-exiled in Brazil living a hard life of penitence for five years, she finally feels it's possible to come back and try to mend things.

Scott Goodwin writes bestseller biographies and always dreamed of writing about his idol, Grandma's Eye's vocalist, Iris Morning. The singer and her husband, Douglas Oshiro, have been reclusive since 1984, when their famous psychedelic rock band announced a surprising halt. Scott is thrilled when Iris finally agrees to let him write the book and even more so when she explains why. She hopes the bio will help finding her daughter Sunday and rebuild her shattered family.

It is Sunday, however, who finds Scott. Still too mortified to face her family, she offers her story to Scott in exchange for inside information about them. Scott has no idea how intensely the deal will change their lives when he agrees. 

Through her own family's history, from the first Oshiros and Mornings, WWII impact on her ancestors and the struggle to form the band despite Iris' abusive stepfather - the chain of events that led to the band's success, the birth of a new generation, and the night that changed everything - Scott will try to show Sunday that nobody is perfect, and perhaps everything happens for a reason.

Sunday and Scott may not have much time, with her diagnosis and the fact that she doesn't feel worthy of redemption, but he will not give up easily. Scott has become Sunday's only link to the past, and perhaps her only chance to have a future. 

"You know, being an immigrant runaway doesn't pay as much as you'd think. I'm broke. All I had I used to buy my ticket home and some food. I've been around, trying to learn more about them, trying to see how things are." She points over her shoulder to the back seat, where I left some older notes I didn't need today. "So, you're writing my mother's biography?"

I only nod, with the increasing feeling that I'm inside a novel making me slightly dizzy.

"Would you like to have my point of view on it?"


"My side, you know. What it was like being their kid, where I've been, things like that."

When an offer is too good to be true, and too unexpected, one might feel like they are falling into a trap, but I still cannot stop myself from agreeing enthusiastically.

"Yes, of course!"

She nods solemnly, as if we've just sealed a deal. 

"Okay, you can have it. But only if you agree to help me, to tell me how things are now, and if you don't tell Mama I'm back. Not yet, at least." 

"What? I can't do that!"

"That's the only way. I need more inside info before deciding to reveal myself, and that's where you come in. I'm really not ready to face Mama yet."

"Come on, Sunday, be reasonable. You need a place to stay, you need your family! Your mother is really worried about you, and I don't want to betray her confidence by hiding something so huge from her." 

"If you disagree I'll go away and you'll never hear from me again. I can do that, I have experience."

It's a difficult promise to make. I feel like I am deceiving Iris in an unforgivable way, and I'm not sure I'll be able to live with that. But on the other hand, what choice do I have? I can't leave Iris' daughter on the street, in this condition. And I can't simply go inside and announce that I found Sunday and then lost her again because I disagreed with playing on her terms. 

It sounds like something Iris would not only understand but approve, and I imagine her telling me; do what Sunday says and keep her close. Try and convince her to go back to her family.

"Why did you decide to come back now?" I ask, afriad that I already know the answer. Iris told me Sunday needed her more than ever. That she felt as though her girl was in trouble. It isn't difficult to see. "You're sick, aren't you?"

She nods slowly and swallows something, probably tears, before speaking.

"Actually, not sick. Wait. What's your name again? You know mine but I never got yours."

"Scott. Scott Goodwin." 

"Well, Scott, not just sick. Dying might be a better word."

I stare at her, blood thumping in my ears.

"I'm dying, Scott."  

Renata F. Barcelos lives in Brazil with her teenager daughter, Maria, constantly complaining about the heat and dreaming of moving somewhere snowy.

She has a Law Degree, but promises never to use it. She prefers to study and teach languages and to write. Facing a three-hour daily commute, Renata uses this time to listen to audiobook after audiobook, plot, and write. Sometimes she hurts herself walking and writing at the same time - forgetting to look where she's going.

Her characters usually don't respect her wishes, taking the stories to places she never imagined they could go; she loves it when that happens. 

Renata is always working on a new novel, and so far has four published books: Mean, My Sore Hush-a-Bye, Merge and Myself in Blue.  

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  1. Wow what an interesting blurb! I am looking forward to your review. Sorry I have been so scarce with the visits. Life has just been a bit hectic this side of the world.

    Chanzie @ Mean Who You Are.

    1. Thank you, Chanzie! No worries, I know how hectic life can be, trust me! This week has been crazy busy, lol. I'm always glad to hear from you. :)


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